Friday, August 20, 2010

My life..

I'm gona to a different direction for this blog post.. Usually I'm random and all that.. but today.. I'm feeling abit emo.. lol and give whoever is reading a peek at my personal life...

So where do I start?  I'm a 27 year old lesbian.. used to be closeted - even though I'm obvious as hell! lol.. i think this post will be just a quick summary of my crazy love life lol!

I dress all boyishly since like 7!?! I always say I'm a tomboy since birth! Lol anyway.. I've been around the world.. Lived in at least 3 different countries.. I hail from the Philippines so I'm proudly Pinoy!

I moved to Singapore when I was 13 (with my family of course).. This is where I became a full blown lesbian! Had my first girlfriend when I was 14! Hahaha kept it from my mom of course coz at that time she was all about a girl is for a boy blah blah blah

Then I went to college in Manchester.. went to UMIST - which now does not exist! lol coz they merged with the University of Manchester.. Had an awesome time there.. that was my period of LDRs and IRC gf's! Geez can't believe I had them.. Then when I graduated university.. I found someone whom I thought was the one.. unfortunately I was never able to go back to UK again after I left UK.. and I have broken her heart...

I was back in Singapore (after a 10 month stay in the US caring my my aunt who passed away from cancer).. It has had to be one of my loneliest times ever!  I was job hunting and hoping to still be able to go back to to my gf then in the UK.. Hoped so much.. had her come to Singapore but her heart was really in the UK, and she really wanted to stay there... A week in Singapore was all I had with her..

A month after my gf went back to the UK.. temptation.. i ended up being with this girl.. had it good for a while.. then she left singapore.. heartbroken again! I waited and waited for her to come back! We didn't even break up badly that's why I had so much hope.. that's when I decided to immerse myself into other activities! (Yet still hung up on my ex :P)..

And then I met someone again.. had a sort of awkward start with her! Seen her drunk as f*ck first week I met her.. Embarrassed the hell out of myself while in the movies! Hahaha then when I sorta let her in.. my ex calls saying she wants me back! GAH! crazy! Lets just say what happened next was crazy up and down.. but I ended up with the new girl anyway...

until.. HEARTBREAK again! by this time I thought I would have been used to having my heart broken.. but nah! Shocked the shizzle out of me! A couple more chances given.. then still ended up being cheated upon again..

Another chapter in my life -  soon i'll be embarking on a new life.. for I have decided to leave everything.. to start anew.. and I choose to be with her.. in the Philippines..

Now that is the boldest decision I have made ever! I mean I'm 27! Lol all i can think of is settling down... and I really want to spend the rest of my life with her... so will be starting a new life in the Philippines! Exciting and scary at the same time.. WELL THIS ONE ENDED UP IN HEARTBREAK AGAIN.. SO MOVING ON...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Random....

So I have the tendency to be random... so I'll be posting my random thoughts and whatnot in this blog!

If you're interested to read more about my tech stuff then head over to my other blog: http://mypspstuffandmore.blogspot.com

Otherwise.. I'll start composing a whole bunch of random.. and hopefully not boring reads for you!

Hmmm... let me see.. guess i'll post my recipes here.. my travel.. and things that I find amusing...

That's all for now! :D